weekend inspiration::where people craft

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1. fairy tale wolf bag in progress, 2. My sewing machine, 3. Craft Room - Studio Worktable, 4. Craft Room - Studio Desk, 5. Studio : Childhood Desk, 6. sewing corner, 7. The Posie studio, repainted and reorganized at last!, 8. Studio: Entry, 9. Sewing Area, 10. inspirations, by my desk, and baskets of work., 11. My sewing & crafting studio, 12. Red gingham edging on the shelves, 13. The Posie studio, repainted and reorganized at last!, 14. The Posie studio, repainted and reorganized at last!, 15. Work table, 16. Studio Organization

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we were driving home yesterday and decided to pull over because the sun looked so pretty on this open field and my camera sat on my car seat calling me. cate started picking all the dandelions, which she declared the prettiest "flower" in the world and then insisted on delivering them to granny's house "because they mean i love you". she was running and playing and looking so beautiful, i took 175 pictures! and i love them all! they warm my heart, because she warms my heart, and she won't be four forever. my challenge: drop what you're doing and take some pictures of your kids today! don't brush their hair or change their clothes, just get outside and start snapping! weeds, blurry pics, and dirty faces are beautiful when they remind you of a happy moment. :)

sewing with ms. bean

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since her family's return to the promised land after living in brooklyn, alysha and i have made sewing dates a weekly tradition. how it works: she brings big diet cokes, we let the kids rule the house, and we retreat to my sewing room to talk fabric, pet fabric, cut fabric, admire fabric, and occaisionally we even sew fabric. she is totally my style icon. i so admire her ability to make amazing, perfectly fitting clothes for herself- something i stink at (well mostly i stink at finishing a garment i start. she is really good at not resting till it's done- a true talent). a few of my favorite alysha creations:

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happily, after much begging, she finally is opening an etsy shop!!! her plans are to have it up and running tomorrow. check her blog, brooklyn bean, for updates about exact time and to see more of her cool stuff. her first etsy offerings? summer smocks for the girlies and cotton ties for the little men. don't miss out! (look how stinking cute the ties are. pair one with a d.i. church shirt and you have the cutest boy on the block). and we'll have to convince to list summer dresses for the mommies, too!

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a typewriter and a rose

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my mother's day rose was blooming so beautifully today! i was in cleaning up the guest room and thought it would look pretty on the desk even though i'm hardly ever in this room. i went and got it and set it next to the typewriter that coco bought me at a garage sale for my birthday (i collect them). stacked to the right are thrifted copies up of my all time favorite books. the scene was so simple and beautiful to me i swelled with inspiration. and i decided to make this room a place i do frequent. i think i will shut the door when i need some peace and quiet and sit and type a journal entry or funny story for cate's memory book. and i'll pretend i'm a writer in a flat in a paris writing something transcendent. and i'll walk out of the room ten minutes later totally calm and refreshed. isn't it amazing what one little rose can do? now hear this ladies: flowers are not a waste of money!

awful young

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the price of wheat going up has made me so very angry and antsy. we are at our budget limit for food, and are trying to build up our back up supply of wheat, rice, etc. too, so the recent "shortages" and price hikes have been a sore subject with me.

but i forgot to take into account the power of garage sale-ing and thrift shopping! this weekend i had some goreous girlies in town and we did a lot of both. one item i have been looking for diligently is cool bins to put the recycling in. i was delighted to find these huge bins, painted so cute, on wheels for $5 and $10!! so you can't even begin to imagine my happiness when i opened them and found about $50 worth of wheat inside!!!!!!!!!!!!! i LOVE garage saleing!!! everytime i am depressed about something we really need but can't afford, if i have the strength to not just go crazy and buy it, i always find it at a thrift store, or from freecycle. it's an exciting way to receive blessings, cause it's so fun!

the old man selling the wheat bins loaded them into my car and as we were about to pull off he knocked on the car window and asked "what are you going to do with all that wheat?" i said, "grind it and eat it!", to which he skepitcally replied, "you're awful young to know what to do with that..." he was so cute. and it made me happy that i do know what to do with it. and it makes me happy that i can find good things for my family by being resourceful.

tara and em were staying with me while they had some work to do in utah, and wanted to go on a thrifting whirlwind (which i was so happy to take them on). it was so much fun to be with girls who enjoy it as much as i do and have great taste and find the coolest stuff- although they were depressed because they found so much furniture they wanted that they couldn't buy and get home. i love yindi's arms in this picture. "woo hoo let's shop!!" and then there's cate trying to decide what she wants for her "one thing"- either the patio chair or the wild animal puzzle. (she picked the chair):

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other great scores of the second hand weekend: cute clothes for all involved, lots o' pyrex, tara got the cutest blanket i have ever seen (blast her for finding it first!), great fabric, lovely accesories, and much more. i can't wait to do it all again next weekend! :)

weekend inspiration::motherhood

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1. Westerbouwing, 1947: mother and son, 2. Curlie Top, 3. Mother & Daughter - Vinatge, 4. The Ladies of the House, 5. Martha - Vintage Photography, 6. Mother and Child, 7. If Monet Had a Camera in his Old Age..., 8. 1952, spring, Utrecht, mother and sons, 9. Untitled, 10. Long Day At the Circus, 11. My Grandmother with my Brother Brooks, 1945, 12. Ruby in Sleigh Bed, My Mom as a Baby, 1914, 13. My Mother as a Baby Oklahoman, Anna Leigh's Great Grandmother & Great Great Grandmother, 14. Me as a Toddler with My Grandmother Groves, about 1949, New Braunfels, Texas, 15. The Bath - 1934, 16. Mother & Child - Vintage

about to fall in love.

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i came across this picture tonight and it just melted my heart. it was taken as we were leaving on our first real date in the fall of 2001. we had previously hung out with mutual friends a few times, including one double date where grant was paired with my roommate and i was paired with his friend, and needless to say, grant and i should've just been on the date alone. we are both very passionate and intense people and we quickly fell in love, like woah. we didn't get married until almost a year after this photo was taken, but after our first few dates we kind of knew that's where it was going. gosh, i would do anything to re-live the month that followed this picture. the butterflies, first kisses, late nights talking.... it was the beginning of my happy little life. 

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if spring is the season that we concern ourselves with fertile ground and planting seeds, then this is the springtime of my life. right now all my time is spent trying to get things to grow. not only have i been frequenting the local nurseries, graphing plots, and mixing soil... i have been popping pills, peeing on sticks, and counting days trying to grow a different, more precious type of seed: mine. i do already have one seed that has sprouted to a little girl, and she needs a lot of daily pruning. and then there's the seeds of faith that i'm continually trying to nourish and keep the weeds away from. these seeds take the most patience of all. assessing all i am trying to accomplish can leave me feeling tired...and barren.

so, the question i asked myself today was: do i have it in me to keep up the work required for all this harvesting i want to do? do i have it in me to continue improving my soil, both real and metaphorical?

in a word: yes. because happily, there's a master gardener who owns the land i am tending, and we are creating the harvest together.

rooms i really love.

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images from design*sponge and cookie's nesting blog. i can't prove it, but they are the only two design blogs i read and the only two design blogs that i save images from for my someday house, so it's gotta be from them. i absolutely cannot wait till i have a little tiny wonderful old home of my own. and you can safely assume it will be eclectic, minimal, vintage, full of books, and ultra comfortable.

for the love of motherhood

don't miss motherhood week over at my friend nie's blog. she's asked other blogging moms to tell why they love motherhood and has some beautiful give-aways to boot. i got to express my thoughts there today, go check it out!

c a t e

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it is incredible to watch my little lady learn to write and read. her fascination with letters and spelling can be a test of my patience since she asks me all day long how to spell words (yesterday she asked how to spell incorporated!). but her tried and true word, written at least 387 times a day on anything sitting still, is her cute little name. i got out the play dough in an effort to not have to spell out words for her. she quickly found a way around not having a writing utensil. (i especially love the underline). she's so amazing.

etsy picks: housewares i am wishing for

Dogwood Flower Lidded Vessel

whitney smith pottery is one of my favorite etsy shops. i drool over so many of her beautiful creations. they are simple and sophisticated, yet whimsical. the shades of her colors are spot on. and the details....gorgeous.

Set/3 Shallow Felted Wool Bowl Set with Green Bar - Heathered Browns

felted bowl set by papaververt. this shop is another favorite for unique design. i would love to own these and put them on my mantel with some plants, delightful!!

i love the vintage songbird shop! everything she makes is so delicious and quilty and i've been pining for some of her pillows as of late. i bought a tote from her awhile ago and the craftsmanship was just perfection. i love how she uses pretty vintage quilts and makes something new and modern. she's one of my crafting idols.

Butterfly Gold Cinderella Pyrex mixing bowl set

i am one of those pyrex lovin' fools. man i really love pyrex. there are a few good etsy shops that carry only vintage goods, and a touch of vintage is one of my faves. they have these bowls and quite a few other great listings right now.

XYLOPHONE DOG vintage musical toy instrument sculpture

the artsy shop is such a kick in the pants! i just love recycled art in any of it's forms, and this form is so so cool. i would love to have this doggie in my someday little boy's room at the foot of his someday bed.

little critter.

just one more little one- and at only $4, someone should scoop up this sweet little guy. available from forensic.

weekend plans

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cherished shapshots

tonight i was looking through old, poor quality pictures in old files on the computer and i started crying, overwhelmed with nostalgia. i am so grateful, beyond what words can express that we can capture moments in time. i just read anderson cooper's memoir and in telling stories of african women he met who had lost their babies to starvation he says that the saddest part, to him, was that there was nothing to remember them by. the mothers had no pictures...nothing, as if they never existed. that really made me desperately sad for those women. i don't have money or huge amounts of food to give anyone, but i wanted to jump on a plane with my camera and start taking pictures of every mom's children everywhere to give them that miracle that i have- that's how much i cherish the photos of cate's babyhood and life. wow, i am really emotional right now. CLOMID DAY FIVE, BABY! haha. anyway, here are a few of the shapshots that make me ache at how much i love cate. none are good pictures. just a moment i want to always remember. and oh those eyes!

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the gardening begins!

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"what this country needs is dirtier fingernails and cleaner minds." -- will rodgers.

we got to work dirtying our fingernails tonight! we divided the work like this: cate- make mud pies and watch the action. grant- build two 16 square foot boxes and one 4 square foot box and move them to appointed place. kelly- go pick up the peat moss, vermiculite, and compost. all- decide what we want to plant, make list for kelly to pick up tomorrow at the nursery.

things i learned today: vermiculite is hard to find, but it can be done. call around to nurseries, and make sure to get the coarse, not fine, variety. also, get a few different bags of compost (organic) made from different things. you want as many different ingredients in the compost as possible, if you haven't yet made your own. i also i learned you can have a round one and round two planting plan. first plant veggies that grow in early summer, and then when it's finished its course replace with a late summer/ fall plant. after we get the seeds tomorrow we are plotting the plans out on graph paper and planting. next up: learning to compost. we figure we should get the beds planted and then get to work composting.

if you are starting your garden too be sure to go back and read through the comments on the garden along post, there is some great info. and motivation there. (and maybe some of you experienced ones can help me answer questions). thinking of all the fresh produce i am going to have is motivation enough for me!!

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clomid day three. diet coke detoxification day two.

head: pounding.

mental state: business as usual (crazeeeeee)

thinking about: my garden. more on that tomorrow.

heart: hopeful.

weekend inspiration

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1. peach_bowl, 2. Luscious strawberries, 3. Warm asparagus and avocado salad, 4. Mmmmm Harvest... - Fort Collins, Colorado, 5. Fresh Berries, 6. veggies, 7. what would you do with this many apricots?, 8. veggie salad, 9. First find the Heart, then eat!!!, 10. January 26th 2007, 11. What Goes on in the Kitchen Stays in the Kitchen, 12. Heirloom Tomatoes, 13. Frutas nativas - Native fruits, 14. abundance prayer, 15. Strawberries!, 16. A big bowl of juicy lemons and limes!

garden-along

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i have been researching a method of growing fruit, vegetables, and flowers called square foot gardening. and i am so super stoked about it. i meet once a month with a few ladies in my church ward that are passionate about thrifting, deal finding, food storage, gardening, and in general living providently. most of the women in the group are much older than me, some grew up on a farm, and they all are so wise. they have been gardening for years and at our last meeting they literally spent two hours giving me personal instruction on a perfect growing season and they all swear by the square foot method. it's no fail, easy, and super cool. i don't have a green thumb, and i really believe i can do this! there's a book that goes in depth (and a dvd too) that you can get at any library or purchase on the website.

basically: 1. you don't waste space or water or backache by planting rows. 2. you don't use your own soil, you use perfect organic soil in a box and never mess with it so it grows amazing plants and anyone anywhere can have one because it's portable. (you can put it on concrete, a table, whatever, it just needs to be away from trees and get 6-8 hours of sunlight a day). 3. there's no digging, weeding, or one time harvesting. you just go pick a little of everything you want when you want it (as in take a big bowl out every evening, make a salad right there, and pick a few other yummies). when a plant has finished its course, you pick it out, use it in your compost and plant something else in that spot- so it's tilling and crop rotation with literally no work. 4. you compost for your soil and use no pesticides. it's the healthiest, freshest, most earth friendly way to garden. you plant a flower crop or two (a square foot space is a crop) that repels pests and you are good to go. 5. you can make a 2x2 box, 3x3, or 4x4, or any combo, as many as you'd like. a 4x4 box will feed my family salads all growing season with fresh flowers on the table and plenty to share. 6. you only plant a few seeds because every seed you plant will grow. therefore, we start at the "thin to" phase- saving tons of work and space and seeds. 7. kids can successfully grow anything in their own box. cate is so pumped. there's so much cool about it i can't even tell you.

i decided to document the process here, and i'd love it if anyone would like to garden along with me. we can compare notes, share pictures and learn from each other all summer. if you already garden this way, please share your info!

if you want to do it, here's THIS WEEK'S WORK (next week i will have pictures of our boxes and composting, share what we will plant, and then next week's work will be to plant!):

first get the book/ dvd. watch and start reading and/or read the whole website.

then we need to start composting immediately, although we'll have to buy some organic commercial compost for the first planting as our own won't be ready quick enough. but we will continue to use it all summer, so we need to get on it quick. (the book tells you how to compost- it's very easy). then you'll need to build your box and decide what to plant. that's what we are going to accomplish this week. the website has the easy instructions for building the box. free wood can be found on craigslist, any construction site, local classifieds and classified website.

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1 - LAYOUT. Always think in squares: lay out 4 foot by 4 foot planting areas with wide walkways between them.

2 - BOXES. Build garden box frames no wider than 4 feet, and 6 to 8 inches deep. The length is not as important, but a recommended size for your first time is one frame 4 foot by 4 foot. You can, of course, go smaller. A 2 foot by 2 foot works great on patios and 3 foot by 3 foot box is ideal for kids. Frames can be made from almost any material except treated wood, which has toxic chemicals that might leach into the soil. 1 by 6 or 2 by 6 lumber is ideal, and comes in 8-foot lengths. Most lumber yards will cut it in half at little or no cost. Exact dimensions are not critical. Deck screws work best to fasten the boards together. Rotate or alternate corners to end up with a square inside.

3 - AISLES. If you plan to have more than one garden box, separate them by 2 or 3 feet to form walkways.

4 - SOIL. Fill frame with Mel's Mix, a mixture of 1/3 compost, 1/3 peat moss, and 1/3 coarse vermiculite (no dirt needed). A blended compost made from many ingredients provides all the nutrients the plants require (no chemical fertilizers needed). Peat moss and vermiculite help hold moisture and keep the soil loose.   It's best to make your own compost from many ingredients but if you have to buy it, make sure it is truly compost. Some stores sell mulch or humus and other ground covers but call it compost. Most commercial compost is made from one or two ingredients so to be  safe, don't buy all of one kind but one of each kind until you have enough for your garden.

It's really best to make your own compost, then you know what goes in it. When buying vermiculite, be sure to get the coarse grade, and get the more economical 4 cubic foot size bags.

If placing frames over grass you can dig out the grass or cover it with cardboard or landscape cloth to discourage grass and weeds from coming up through your new garden soil.

5 - GRID. On top of each frame place a permanent grid that divides the box into one foot squares. The grid is the unique feature that makes the whole system work so well. To show you why the grid is so important, do this little demonstration: Look at your 4 foot by 4 foot box with the grid on and imagine up to 16 different crops. What you see before you is a neat and attractive, well organized garden, that will be easy to manage.

Now remove the grid. Could you organize and manage this space without dividing it up into squares? Besides, without the grid you will be tempted to plant in rows, which is a poor use of space.

Grids can be made from nearly any material; wood, plastic strips, old venetian blinds, etc. Use screws or rivets to attach them where they cross. On a 4 foot by 4 foot frame, the grid divides the frame into 16 easy-to-manage spaces, for up to 16 different crops. Leave the grid in place all season. The grid can be cut long enough to fit across the top of the box or cut shorter to lay on the soil inside the box.

6 - CARE. Since you will NEVER walk on or depress the growing soil, don't make the frames any wider than 4 feet (2 feet, if only one side is accessible). Any wider makes it too difficult to reach in to tend the plants.

7 - SELECT. Depending on the mature size of the plant, grow 1, 4, 9, or 16 equally spaced plants per square foot. If the seed packet recommends plant spacing be 12 inches apart, plant one plant per square foot. If 6 inch spacing; 4 per square foot. If 4 inch spacing; 9 per square foot. If 3 inch spacing; 16 per square foot.

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etsy picks: art i am wishing for

Mom, this is the friend I told you about  -- Print 16 1/2 x 11 1/2 inches --

the title of this print is the best part: "mom, this is the friend i told you about". i am absolutely in love with this, along with the other prints in this girl and bear series. i will be purchasing one as soon as i figure out what size i need it in. available from hide n seek illus.

         Circle Time Print

an old fave, just one of my many faves, from everyone's fave shop, the black apple.

George Nelson Clock - print

wonderful george nelson clock print from dilldryerart. i like the idea of having a painting of a clock rather than a real one on my wall, as i don't much care for time-telling.

Let s Go Camping

there are so many good prints in ashleyg's shop right now that it was torturous to pick which one to show. i really love this. the title is "let's go camping" and it makes me want to bundle up with grant and hit the road. the man reminds me of the iron and wine dude, and that makes me like it even more.

My Favourite Spot in Series

wouldn't these great four seasons prints be beautiful in a little girl's room? belleandboo just has the sweetest prints that you could build a whole nursery around.

Lunastrella Robot Print 8 in x 12 in

and how about this print for a boy's room? there's lots more cool ones- space ships and flying saucers in delicious colors. available from artist john golden.

i guess that's enough, but there are plenty more for the finding all over etsy! all of them so affordable at right around $20 fo 8x10 prints. i will just end by saying for the millioneth time that i love etsy. love it.

i had a post up on my thoughts on this election for five minutes, and already i'm getting "the emails". i read a lot of blogs with differing views that mine, i think it's good to see it from all sides. but lest i offend those who don't want to offer me that same respect i have taken it down. i am not ashamed of my views. just too busy to have a full inbox of meanness from the inevitable disagree-ers.

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weekend inspiration

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new in the shop

i finally finally have written the PATTERN for the crocheted baby booties. it is available now for $5, with no shipping costs as it is send to you via email as a pdf. purchase here.

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also new in the shop is a wonderful flag banner with all my favorite fabrics. i can't tell you how cute it is in real life. i only have two available so grab one quick! go here to buy.

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i have a large bin of snapshots from my childhood that i occaisionally sift through. i have put the photos that represent big events or powerful memories in a scrapbook, but there are hundreds of more everyday scenes that make me smile. i decided to try and record more memories of my young life by scanning one every once in awhile, archiving it digitally, and using my blog to write what i can remember about the scene.

which, about this particular photo, is effectively nothing.

it was taken when i had just turned four, close to cate's age now. heather must've been twelve. true, i have no memory of this day or picture being taken, but that yellow checked wallpaper from our kitchen is so vivid to me still that it must hang on the walls of my mind. that phone with the million foot cord and chalkboard hung there forever and seemed to be an extension of my mother's body. and i love that table. what i wouldn't give to have that table now. (or those terry shorts). (or the naturally blonde hair).

   

3 random commentors...

Happy blog birthday! You have such wonderful designs and ideas! I love your weekend inspiration posts, I always find so much joy in looking at them. Thanks for brightening this corner of the internet!

Happy bloggity birthday!

I want one!

today my bloggity turns two

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i love my little blog and etsy shop. i am so grateful for all of you kind people who have supported me and befriended me. i wish i had the time to make a gift for everyone of you. i can't, but would love to randomly pick a few of you to crochet a little wristlet for. leave a comment, and i'll draw the winners on monday night. thank you so much. for everything.

coco will be here the april 17-19

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for those who don't know, my little sister is an amazing hair stylist. she travels to my home in highland to take utah clients every six weeks or so. she just told me her next dates are april 17-19th for colors, cuts, and facial waxing at totally affordable prices. she fills up super fast, so if you want an appointment, email her quickly: nicolereneer[at]hotmail[dot]com. 

what i want today to be like...

cate and i both wake up with alot of energy and are happy to see sunshine streaming through the house. i get cate ready without a fight and right as she leaves for preschool i head out the door for a jog. i return home for a fabulous healthy breakfast and sit down to finally get through my inbox. before i hop in the shower i discover that i've lost so much weight. i get dressed in the new clothes that mysteriously appeared in my closet and tidy the house with a smile on my face. i sit down to read my scriptures and have an epiphany that changes my life and attitude. i immediately think of someone who needs my help. i help them. then i sigh with happiness and greet cate home from preschool (i got a lot done in those two hours, didn't i?). i make us a wonderful lunch and listen to cate tell me about how she wants to be a sweet, obedient daughter for the rest of her life. she says "but right now i would like to quietly play next to you while you sew, sweet mother." and so we head to the craft room. the doorbell rings and alysha and luke are there. we talk and laugh and sew for hours. as they leave i notice that dinner is already made (carne asada, tortillas and a fresh salad) and it looks delightful. grant cheerfully walks in and as we eat and chat about our respective days, he tells me to put a skirt on because he got a babysitter so we could go to the temple this evening. we do and then get an ice cream cone. as we lay down for bed i don't even have time to obsessively think about anything because as soon as my head hits the pillow, i'm out.

it's nice to dream, isn't it?

cate's approval

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cate: how old will i be when i become a mommy?

me: oh, it depends. i married daddy when i was 24, and then you came when i was 25.

cate: tell me about when you married daddy again.

me: (tell whole story for the millioneth time, cate loves it).

cate: (emphatically) mom, you married the right man that i love!

me: i sure did, cakies.

and now even happier...

i have never seen romy and michelle's high school reunion. how have i not known about this? i just stayed up and watched it on tbs. maybe i'm just slap happy, but i laughed myself silly. and the dancing? as an avid interpretive dancer myself, it made me very very happy to see the art form celebrated. and romy's voice. loved it.

anatomy of a kelly freak out and subsequent recovery.

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i have to be creative to be happy.

i have to have a clean house before i can be creative.

note: this generally results in low production rates.

the house felt so stuffy and dirty and in need of spring cleaning and it was making me sick.

but i just wanted/ needed to make stuff, ship orders out, work on some new ideas i have. been meaning to get out and take some pictures.

but i can't create when the house around me is so uninspiring and needing attention. just can't.

so i got agitated. then i got pms-y- agitation increased times twelve.

read comments and emails. felt better. let myself have a big diet coke. felt waaay better.

time to get it together. put bandana on my head and turned up old shins on the itunes. commenced spring cleaning. drawers, windows, floors, toilets. theraputic times seven.

note: this is not always what cures my funks. sometimes there is no cure and i just have to wait it out. it was just time to clean. and really, who could be down in a sparkling house?

now i feel free. free and inspired and creative.

although still, ahem, short fused, i can take it out on my crochet hook now, and that feels terrific. and i think i will get out and take some pictures... or maybe i'll just stay in and take them of my clean house... proud of me?

note: i require a lot of congratulating upon completion of simple household duties.

i'm depressed.

i'm feeling blue. normal hormonal problems, to be sure. but with diet coke not able to come to the rescue, no funds to go blow at anthro, no beach to go lay at, and too much work to do to just crawl under my covers, i need something to pull me out of it. nothing sounds good. my bathtub is too dirty to soak in. it's too cold outside to go for a jog. i'm too fat to make a cake and eat it all. suggestions?

**eta** i had a super fantastic wonderful day. i'll tell you what worked tomorrow, i'm still just chillin out for today. thanks for the support! don't worry about me- it's just my normal once a month i want to curl in a ball and die feelings, i've become quite accustomed to their visit! but i like to keep it real, haha! thanks again, so so much. for the ideas, laughs, emails. and you crazy wonderful good people that left things at my door. i don't know who you are, but you do, so consider yourself hugged and squeezed with a big thanks. i am so blessed.

one new style, two new colors

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ballet slipper with ankle tie; in white (perfect for blessings) and pink (just plain perfect). flower optional. both available in the shop. and for those who've requested it, i'm working on writing out the pattern which you'll be able to purchase at the next shop update (next week?). have a nice day friends!

mccaleb girls

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when you are a little girl, and your last name is mccaleb, you can count on four things: 1. you have a dad who worships and adores you, 2. you loooove chocolate and cookies and granny, who indulges this love, 3. you are a smart little thing, and 4. you are too cute for your own good.

grant's fam: i have many pics from easter weekend to get to all of you. it just takes me forever, but they will come!

crochet cuffs

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i can't even tell you how much i love these. i am crocheting orders all day today, happy as a peach. more are available in the shop! i can't decide my favorite, but i think it's the silver and gold. it looks so elegant...

weekend inspiration

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1. Yellow., 2. yellow :: weeds, 3. Very easy pincushions, 4. Hello Sunshine Necklace, 5. my kitchen table, 6. thrifty, 7. Cupcake and Happy Hot Chocolate, 8. Untitled, 9. cup of the day: jan 19, 10. Yellow Tree Pouch, 11. yellow.green.photo, 12. Untitled, 13. Yellow Floral Vintage Cannisters, 14. Mushroom House: Yellow (side view), 15. yellow stripes fabric buttons, 16. THERESA Quilted Tote - Lemon Lime

spring accessories

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whew. that always takes longer to list all the stuff than i plan on, but i'm done! i decided to list all the accessories this time and save the home stuff for next time because i just wanted to do a little more than i had time to. so there's lots of hair clips, white blessing booties, a quilt, and everything so so yummy. my fave is the crocheted bracelets. go pick something special here. buying handmade is where it's at!

i can't wait to show you what i've been working on!

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becoming claire

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my parents' relationship would never have been described using the words loving or respectful or happy exactly. they were kind of just surviving. but hey, they were married for forty years before she died, so you gotta give them some kind of credit. i was just glad i had both parents growing up, as so many of my friends didn't. but i was, however, well aware of the tension always in my home- and knew i wanted something different, something more.

my idea of a happy marriage was formed and fantasized about every thursday night while watching the cosby show. i wanted to be strong and smart and sassy and respected. i wanted my husband to be funny as all get out, educated, music loving, hands on, and whipped. i wanted to be able to get my husband to do whatever i wanted with one little look. and i wanted him to turn on soulful music and seduce me with funny dances. i wanted to take our gaggle of good but normal kids to jazz concerts, art auctions, and to buy funky sweaters. in short, i wanted to be claire, and i wanted to marry heathcliff.

all of these marital requirements were, of course, subconcious- just childhood admiration of a tv couple. and they were forgotten about when the show was canceled and i started to grow up. until today that is, when i was taking a break from housework and watching the cosby show. and it struck me how similar grant is in his parenting tactics to dr. huxtable. when cate is upset about anything or has done anything wrong, grant tells her a goofy story or example, usually using crazy voices and defuses and teaches through laughter. i then began to make other connections, and decided i got pretty freaking close to my childhood fantasy of a husband. dang it if he doesn't do funny dances for me all the time, and run this house with silly faces and good hands on parenting.

so how am i measuring up to claire? well, my confidence and liberation is full and complete; that is comparable, i suppose. i can't, however, control grant with a look, and i would never call him whipped. and i don't have it quite as "together"; but that's okay because i've learned a few things about reality since those thursday nights of yesteryear: 1. it would be impossible to be a lawyer, have a doctor husband and both always be around to talk to the kids. this part was was not reality. 2. your house would never look that perfect or be that calm and organized with one child, and certainly not with five. this part was not reality. 3. there are real disappointments and disagreements in a marriage that need constant patience and forgiveness from both husband and wife. this part was not shown as much as was a husband that just did as he was told to avoid conflict (and tried to teach elvin to do the same. i loved elvin). that's just not marriage reality (for me anyway!).

what is my reality is two people who respect one another and try to laugh their way through the ups and downs of life while imperfectly teaching their child good principles. and i've learned i don't need to have a career to be complete, and i don't need to control my man to be powerful.

so as i laid on my bed this afternoon watching the cosby show, i decided i will always love them, they were such a great example to me of marital bliss. yes, i love the huxtables... but i'd rather be the mccalebs. any day of the week and twice on thursday.

i want this belly back (ok, let's be honest, i have it. but i want it from a baby, not costco tortillas and del taco)...

Imgi had a great first appointment with my new doc today. he looks a little like kelly ripa's husband and i think i love him. anyway, he wants me to start clomid. and although i've never been keen on the clomid idea before, something today told me it's time to give it a whirl. maybe it was just his latin charm. i told him i'd call him when i decide. so today i've been thinking the following three thoughts over and over:

1. it offers the best chance to get pregnant, even possibly with twins!!

2. i am a psycho when any kind of hormonal shifts occur. i cannot even begin to imagine what this particular treatment will do to me. pms has been the thorn in my life's side, and clomid (which goes strait to the hypothalamus to get your hormones screwed up) is sure to make me mental. i really never wanted to take clomid.

3. in my heart, the former now justifies the later. i'm ready. but seriously... look out world!

i just took a prenatal vitamin. i am calling hot dr. kelly ripa's husband in the morning. i will take the clomid. i will beg heavenly father for twins. if he says yes i will regret that later. i will have hope. i will have hope. i will have hope.

we had a great easter

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we are all grateful for jesus and ready for spring! hope your weekend was lovely too...

living with books

i am a total bookaholic. i love them. they are one of my favorite things to thrift for, and i want the main feature of my one day home to be clever design using, and organization of, my books. in my inspiration binder for my someday house i have a whole section called 'living with books', and a folder on my computer named the same. here's some of my favorite spaces i've seen lately that use books as a part of life. (images probably off design sponge, but i never keep track, just cut and paste). enjoy:

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check it.

the new issue of small is up! take a gander, i love love what they do.

delicious thoughts

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while eating this cupcake my mind recalled another cupcake i devoured a year ago that helped me discover my dream job. and then this year's cupcake told me of my luck to still have it. cupcakes are so helpful. read about it here.

boooooooooo

joel mchale said it best: "congratulations yoko ono, cancer, assasins, and one-legged models: you're no longer the worst things that ever happened to the beatles." american idol, i am begging you to stop destroying the greatest songs ever written. cease and desist!

god bless the internet

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yesterday my husband woke up with a black tongue. he hadn't eaten anything black, blue, or even dark purple. so i googled it. the very first result explained that sometimes pepto bismal tablets cause your tongue to turn black. since grant had taken a handful of said tablets the night before, my mind was put at ease (but not at ease about why a common otc med can turn a tongue black, but that's a whole different topic).

since that was about my millioneth google diagnosis and resultant avoidance of doctor visits, i just had to take a moment of gratitude for this here internet. seriously, what did people do before? i don't even remember. i don't want to remember. i don't surf the net all day. i am busy making crap. but i have my few blogs that inspire me, and a handful of sites that make my life easier slash happier that i don't think i could live without. here's where i go when i'm online:

1. etsy. i love etsy. i go there multiple times a day. besides my worky stuff, i love the pounce feature, color shopping, hopping around shops and favorites. this website makes me very, very happy.

2. allrecipes. i couldn't cook without this site. i adore it. i put recipes in my virtual recipe box that i want to try, use my laptop in the kitchen, and then if i love it and make it multiple times, then i print it out for my "tried and true" recipe box. but the thing is i only even try the five star rated, so everything is awesome. also my favorite thing is that i can search any ingredient that i happen to have around the house, and can find several ideas what to do with it. love this website.

3. style watch. i don't go here everyday, but it's a fun saturday morning breakfast treat.

4. flickr. i have a love/hate relationship with flickr. the good: inspiration. color. make fun mosiacs (a favorite passtime). the bad: they allow pornographic pictures and it makes me mad. and secondly, a lot of people upload a lot of bad pictures that you have to wade through. i'm not sure what they are wanting to come of showing their bad pictures of dumb things, but whatever.

5. goodreads. this is a new find and i'm loving it. just check it out, it's cool. i really like just recording for my own purposes, but it's a bonus to see what my friends are reading and what they recommend. i just started with what i'm reading this year and am going on from there.

6. random blogs. first, my family and friends from my bloglines feed. hop around from comments on here or whatever for a bit. then i have a few daily reads i always look at like soulemama and a handful of others that likewise inspire. i like blogs that are visually exciting and not contrived. real and pretty, that's what i like.

what about you? what sites do you visit every day? what's the first blog you click on every day?

i love my mother in law

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because she makes the best cookies on planet earth. i have the recipes, but don't ask for them... she owned a famous cookie shop in cali and the recipes are copywrited and secret! just another perk to being a mccaleb... i love you grant's family!

weekend inspiration

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1. Balthazar Vest, 2. i chose orange, 3. on the way out, 4. Caribe Stools, 5. Whits Knits: Circular Needle Organizer, 6. corner, 7. color week :: come together, 8. color pools, 9. 20060613 pyrex: 1, 10. Birdies Magnets, 11. Turquoise and yellow makes me happy, 12. teal and yellow handmade baby booties with mushrooms motifs, 13. teal leaf earrings, 14. What's In My Kitchen?, 15. Nähmaschine, 16. Potholders

well, you just met my husband's sense of humor

i was going to blog last night but abandoned the post, so grant decided to finish it up for me when i wasn't in the room. thanks babe! actually "poop" was an appropriate description of my day yesterday. it was a baaad day. the dogs were so naughty (they figured out how to get out of the backyard. multiple times. enough said.), our water was off all dang day while highland city did something to the meter (who knew running water was so important?), and even when it came back on the dishwasher remains unwilling to turn on, and i am sicker than sick. additionally our neighbors' huge huge dog pulled out is chain, jumped our fence, came in through our doggie door and ripped off the bottom piece of leather on my dad's couch. i'm not even making that up. (lisa leonard please forgive me, your etsy package still sits by my door as i can hardly breathe and my head is throbbing, and i am lame. and have crazy dog problems. everyone go check out her amazing jewelry. i LOVE it). and yes, our life is full full full of dog poop. poop poop poop poop poop poop poop. poop. poop poop.

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