last night i kicked grant out and sent him to sleep in the guest room so i could treat myself to a little all night party in bed (except i fell asleep at midnight, ha!). i went to the video store (i know, so 1998) and picked out some movies, popped some popcorn, and even busted out the chocolate. in complete "i'm doing whatever i want" mode, i would even pause the movie occasionally to read a chapter or two (the agony and the ecstasy by irving stone, it's sooo good) during the viewing. it was just what i needed after a super emotionally draining day. and between my fun night and all of your kind and supportive comments, i'm feeling ready to face the world today. happy days!