nicole took this picture the other morning when i was serenading her to wake up...and it makes me cry. because when i look at this i can think of the girl i want to be, should be. it feels peaceful, nice, kind, relaxed, happy.
she is in me somewhere, she's just hiding. i am so anxious! so irritable! the rest of my thirties are dedicated to becoming the girl i see in this picture. at peace. complete trust in the lord. control relinquished. happy birthday to me.